Riddle solved

I am extremely sorry to keep you all waiting .I had a nice weekend trip to "Yosemite national park"(lol).I really appreciate all your views and most of them suit this well .But what i had in my mind when i wrote this was different.
                If you replace the first word of all the lines with the word "Tears"then you will see that it will suit well .I can explain this ."tears "are an integral part of you..it has its evolution from the tear glands!Tears are sometimes very meaningless...yes we sometimes tend to cry unexpectedly,just for very silly or almost no reason,and sometimes very meaningful(suited for the occasion).
  They are associated with most of the circumstances of life may it be sorrows ,sadness,happiness..etc.They are always there with you throughout life , like your true friends to console you whenever you need them.There can be no best remedy for your sorrows than your own tears ,because tears tend to relieve you when you are stressed.Theories have proven that "Tears "are nothing but compounds of salt and also contain Hormone "prolactin" and these hormones tend to relive stress.Also ..if these tears weren't there then we would really go to a "depression"or a sort of "insane" condition as i mentioned .That is the reason that most of our elders and friends ask us to "cry out "during a sad mourning occasion.My next line of the prose"they are there when you are depressed and also overwhelmed"is also understood ,because most of us have tears in our eyes when we are laughing heartily for a joke or when we are extremely happy;we have "tears of joy"also.Tears also help you protect against dust  and any other foreign particles and act as a shield to your eyes.So now tell me aren't tears really a "boon"to us?

can you name ?

I just felt like penning down a few words about these "X"and just thought of expressing them in the form of a riddle .Let me give a hint "it's not a living thing".

These are an integral part  of our existence.
They sometimes seem meaningless ;and at times filled with so much sense!
They are the  best buddies who stay with us throughout our life.
They are associated with almost all the circumstances in life.
They are there with you when you are depressed and also when you are overwhelmed.
Their presence is like a" boon" and we would be literally "insane"without them
They are always there and appear before you whenever you need them ,like a true companion.
So ..what are they ,can you name them?

LIVING ON HOPE

Oh agony, you rivet me like oil in water; so immensely, so inseparable.


Whilst I stand here tautened, akin a firm rooted tree that confronts the terrible typhoons.

I strived to be cheerful perpetually, but oh agony you’ envied ‘me and overruled me akin the grey clouds ruling the sun.

Whilst still I combat and portray myself to be a’ rainbow’ on the clouds and show my‘deceptive self’

But how much can I deceive; because the rainbow is meant to fade away and so will my facade.

Whilst still I live-in hopes like a drenched land, awaiting the sun, Hoping that every’ cloud has a silver lining’.

WHY ME?

"Why me" - a spontaneous evolving reaction by a man in vivid situations.i will  portray some of the situations here:
you confront  the toughest of the situations in your life ; go through continuous agony and depression ,you ask " why me".

you have  misfortunes ; a series of failure and don't achieve what was desired for,you ask "why me?"

you want to skip your turn in an assigned deed and you have your turn, then u naturally ask" why  me?"

you want the things going right  and you end up messing them, then you ask "why only me"?

 you have things set in the  right direction  and are flawless and  still are blamed  and targeted,then you obviously ask "why the hell only me ?"

one day you have your fortune's call ,and you are elated  ,then also u ask "why on earth was it  me"!